It started when I realized that the whole thing only works for them because it's always unclear whether it's fake or for real. That's why nobody tries to interfere with it, and that why they let it keep going as some kind of boring game that might not be a game at all, that might end up putting a lot of people in danger. Now I feel like I have to come here all the time because it would be suspicious if I didn't. You know that there are people who would openly disapprove if I stopped coming here. I think I'm actually more worried about the people who wouldn't say anything about it to me. I think those people might be planning something for me. This is how I am now. I won't make you keep listening to this.